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[foxxyy]

(OK HOPEFULLY WE ARE ALLOWED TO USE CAPS, BECAUSE IM REALLY STRESSED LOL)

ABSOLUTELY BAD DAY...

MY FRIEND TOLD ME THAT SHE WASNT DOING ANYTHING TONIGHT SO I SAID I WILL CALL HER TO GO TO THE SHOW WITH HER. BECAUSE I HAVE NO PLANS ETHER. SO I CALLED 5 TIMES IN THE PAST HOUR AND THEY ETHER DIDNT ANSWER OR WERENT HOME BUT IM 90% SURE THEY DIDNT ANSWER... THEN FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER FRIEND THAT HAD AN EXTRA TICKET TO A HOCKEY GAME PROMISED ME TO GO WITH HER TONIGHT AT 6 PM. FOUND OUT SHE BACKSTABBED ME AND TOOK HER OTHER FRIEND INSTEAD WITHOUT TELLING ME. ARGHH...

I have been so depressed lately, Its not even funny. I mean, seriously depressed and I am not joking. Sometimes I would just go into my room and cry to myself. I havent been truely happy in a while... Im not depressed over what I said above, but there is deeper stiuations that i do not wish to talk about, which is making me depressed... life is not being fair to me.. sigh.. I feel really embarassed to say all of this, but I have to get this all out of my system before it builds up.. I wish things were just a little better..

foxxyy

ps: i feel alot better ltetting this out...even though its not about homework or work..

Edited by foxxyy, 25 September 2004 - 04:30 AM.

[fuzzball]

ok but i dont have stress right now

[wiffy]

i'm sorry to hear that you are stressed foxxyy. if you're embarrassed to tell anyone your problem, maybe you can write down your thoughts in a diary and then shredding it away? feel better soon!

[foxxyy]

thank-you hamster boss.. I have settled it, and im feeling much better now. and Ive talked about it. But that that paper shedding is a good idea...

-foxxyy

[fuzzball]

hehe yep it was a good idea hb , good to hear you got it starigtened out foxxyy.

[Cheeky]

I have a huge report AND project about Acient Pyramids due October 18. I havent even started it yet!! It has to be at least 3 pages of writing, 2 pages of pics, and all the other stuff. And that just gets you a grade 'C'

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Rejected
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~Cheeky_Monkey24~

[Aunt Mavis]

i hate mi english teacher one thing she is to cheerfully and second she juss gave us a project thing around the begining of last week and on thursday she assigned an other one!!!!!

Edited by Aunt Mavis, 04 October 2004 - 07:47 AM.

[wiffy]

i am very very very stressed out at work now. lots of backlog which i have procrastinated for months. god, help me tide over this difficult period and let me clear my work

[litte hammie boo]

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[hwamshie]

i hate life i hate life i hate life i hate the teachers i hate sean i hate everything i hate school !!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Go DIE homework! Go away piano exam! GO GET LOST swimming teacher and compos. GO ANNOY SOMEONE ELSE!!! ANHHHHHHHHHHHH>......

I'm very sorry about that. The problem is this:

I have five pieces of homework today which I don't really wanna do, and then tomorrow I have to go to this division 2 swimming thingy when no one asked me whether i wanted to go or not and then i get to miss school. but then i have to do all the classwork then + homework. then on saturday i have a chinese test and lesson but i don't think i'll really have time to practice. and then on sunday i have to go test the piano for my grd 7 exam and then i have a swimming compotition. on monday i have this reception duty and i miss lessons again but i also have to do all thte class work and homework as well.

I'M SO STRESSED.

[Essie]

SHOPIAHOIDFLIAJPOFIAHSEOPFHAOIHF!!
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ah...feeling better...im upstet coz there's a lot of music homework

[foxxyy]

I HATE MY BAND TEACHER I HATE MY BAND TEACHER I HATE MY BAND TEACHER!!

REASON?~

~ lets out a sigh of relief ~

(all goes back to June ~ last week of school)~ I asked my music teacher if I could take a saxophone home over the summer to practise because I wanted to paly the sax instead of the Clarinet I have been playing that year, for band this year. He said yes and I took one home, and I personally paid for sax lessons to learn it for this fall. Tomorrow is band practise at 7 am in the morning and (mr brennan) who isnt even the teacher for this band (intermediate concert band) which i am doing, wants me to play the CLARINET! After all I said, he told (ms laing) that he wanted me playing that (clarinet) instead (EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE 6 PEOPLE PLAYING IT ALREADY) and right now including me there are only 3 tenor sax players. I HAVENT PLAYED CLARINET SINCE JUNE! AND I DONT REMEMBER ANYTHING! and he says I am so ''experienced'' at it that I can help the gr.9's out that play it because they just are ''bad'' at it....

THEN TO MAKE THINGS WORSE ~~

After school today, I went to the music room to ask what i should do about all of this!
I walked in and --- surprise surprise --- they were both talking about ME and my ''situation''.. THEN.... mr brennan said ''oh I never knew you took sax lessons over the summer, where did you take them?!" and I was thinking, uh yeah I told you in June! and you let me take one home for that reason!
so ends up I am playing both instraments~ sax and clarinet... and I forget all fingerings and notes because I am use to playing the sax... AGHHH.... who is he to tell the band instructor on which instrament I can PLAY? its our personal choice! Then he wants me to consider playing sax in the Jazz Band! yeah right! no way... i told him i was doing one band from the get go...and when he told me this he had this ''sarcastic tone'' to his voice... it was like he was saying ''duh! you should of switched weeks ago! you basically suck at it!''


phew~~~ that makes me feel alot better... hopefully that wasnt to confusing of a story... i was typing a bit fast LOL... :(

fox

Edited by foxxyy, 19 October 2004 - 10:09 AM.

[Nelson]

Ok foxxyy! You can always count on me! I play the clarinet and may help you if you actually need help....I have been in ur situation before, the music teacher overheard our convo on I know clarinet, then she pulled me and forced me to join the band.......gee how i wished i never said the words out...

[Nelson]

(sorry for double posting)

.......i am stressed and dizzy minded....
got 8 assignments due this week....my head is hurting on top of these assignments......I wont scream/yell bcs i think it just woundnt look good on HH....

[hwamshie]

This week I've been so tired.
On Monday I thought I was going to have a spanish test so I revised really hard. But when I got into the lesson I found out we didn't.
On Weds, we had to run cross country and I did. I was afraid that I wouldn't make it but I did quite well (better than last year) and came 24th. The bad part is that I was faster than this girl, but she stuck her hand out and grabbed the ticket before I could so she came 23rd.
I also had to do my music solo which I wasn't entirely prepared for but I got a 23/25.
On Thurs, it was open day and I didn't really know we had a spanish test so we did it. And most of the stuff we haven't even learnt yet.
Today, I have my gr 7 piano exam and I've been thinking about this the whole week and feeling very nervous. !!!!! -scared now-

Edited by hwamshie, 30 October 2004 - 07:28 AM.